you are. my unfailing love.

To New Beginnings:)

2010-06-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

MOVED:)

deeleelaa.onsugar.com

XOXO

2010-06-07T21:43:00.008+08:00

The Vesak Day Week

Pei Shi jie came and left:( Two weeks flew by fast. Amanda and I met her on the tuesday that week for dinner and TGIF and before that Psj and I went to Far East Floral at Thomson. She needed to go there to get flowers for Magdeline's engagement ceremony. The flowers there are soooooo pretty!! I told her that its a must for her to do the flower arrangements when I can married:D:D hahaha. These flowers are treated way better than us, the people of Singapore I tell you. They are kept at 12 degree celcius and we are to put up with the fury sun, about 30 degree celsius. THAT'S 18 DEGREE CELCIUS DIFFERENT!!!! *rolls eyes*

Dinner time! and this time I didn't choke down a huge burger on my own. Hoho!

STEAK, hohohoho!

Ribs *winks*

These potato skins are my favourite:D

LOVESS

I've known psj for more than half of my life, since I was a small girl. I actually went with sway gu when he went on dates with her. Major lightbulb but owell, I believe that they had fun with me around. Or at least I hope they did:S Its too late anyway! ahahaha. PS: if you two are reading this, I thank God for sending you guys. Wouldn't have come so far without you:) and sway gu, I miss you a lot!

Salt cell and leaders' cell had a retreat that weekend too:D Steamboat for dinner, a crazy sing-a-long session before we went to sleep and self made breakfast in the morning!:D Chillax to the max, wheehoo! (pictures courtesy of Jo)

and we threw everthing into the pot, the slacker's way!:)

Look at those happy people eating....

May Le Pastor is hard at work again, making french toast for us:) I never knew french toast was made like that. And once again, I learn something new everyday.

The scramble eggs on the ride of the picture might look very disgusting but trust me, with those cheese on top of it. The taste made up for everything else! :D

99 Balloons

We watched 99balloons for one of the sessions we had. 99 Balloons is about a baby boy, Eliot who was born with an undeveloped lung, a hole in his heart and a DNA that placed faulty information to every single cell in his body. Despite all these, his parents never gave up and Eliot lived longer than doctors expected him to. Well he past away on his 99th day and at his funeral, 99 balloons were released into the sky. Eliot couldn't suck his thumb because he was born with clenched fists and when he finally did it, it was such an encouragement to his parents. More often than not, we take things for granted. We cast aside and not take these simple things like releasing our fists and breathing on our own into consideration. How often do we give thanks to God for all that He has given to us? We need to pull ourselves away from this world that keeps wanting more. We could have turned out a lot worse without God. Whether it's big or small, it's all by His grace and mercy.

Looking at Eliot, I figured that although my life isin't exactly the best, what normal people's lives are. I wouldn't trade anything in the world to have my life on a different route. God placed me in this situation according to His wondrous plans and there's no way I can ever comprehend them.

You are the same yesterday and today and forevermore

Here on your promises I stand

You hold my future in your hand

My solid rock, Almighty God

I worship you.

4 more days to the end of CTs!!:)

take me.

2010-05-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

The people we meet in life come and go like the wind and most of the time we don't even bother to know them well enough. Honestly, I don't know the people around me well. Its too tough, too troublesome. The more I know, the more I feel. It doesn't matter whether the feelings are good or bad. I'm just try my best not to be involved. This isin't healthy and I know it well but it gets worse as the days go by. I supposed it comes with age? Maybe not. We all asssumed that our family members will never leave us, stay with us through the darkest times blah blah blah. But that's not true. People grow old, body fail them and soon they just leave. First, grandpa A left(well I was young, don't remember much) Then, grandma B left (that sucked so badly and I want her back, a lot a lot) Now, grandma A's time is about up. No, I'm not cursing her, she really doesn't have much time left. ( I don't want her to go, she is the one holding us all together, great family gatherings monthly. I really don't want her to leave) I always wondered, when will it be my turn? I don't want to see people who I love so dearly leave, really.

And gramma, I miss you.

GlobalDayOfPrayer

As we gather, pray and declare that our sovereign God is King, the defeated one will shiver, hide and be crushed once again. Prayers are important and united prayers even more so. It is just so amazing to see so many people from all walks of life coming together to worship and sing praises to the One who gave it all, the God who loves us and whom we depend on. I don't think I love God more than He loves me. No, scratch that. I know that God loves me way more than I love him, even when I'm so unworthy. I always wondered how can I ever repay whatever He has given me and it seems that the answer that keeps popping up is that I can never repay God and He doesn't even expects us to repay him. I supposed all I can do is to put Him first in everything that I do, to honour and to glorify Him.

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures through every circumstances. -1 Corinthians 13:7

I've always looked up to couples who have been together for a long time. Its never easy for 2 individuals to come together, even if they are very very 'well matched'. It takes huge efforts from both sides, sacrifices are made but yet its heartwarming to see 2 individuals become 1. No, I'm not talking about 'my hands are all over you' type of 2 become 1. I'm talking about how their thoughts become so aligned. Its a beautiful thing, a really beautiful thing. Jo and Ze Choa are one good example. They are amazing and I want to be like them. My number 1 favourite couple:D I'll not give up, lose hope. I'll be hopeful and endure through circumstances:)

<3

2010-05-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

An episode of How I Met Your Mother a day keeps the doctor away:)

2010-04-26T17:50:00.010+08:00

The start of week 2 and its only 5 more weeks to the June break! and that is how I encourage myself:)

Dinner last night to celebrate Bon's 18th birthday was a great way to end the weekend. I miss all of them like crazy. I'll give anything to have my secondary school life back but we all know that that is sadly impossible. But I'm so glad that we can still meet up like this:)

Steak here is gooooood, try the wild mushroom sauce together with it. You'll love it and will definitely go back for it because it's just so addictive:)

LOVES

My all time bestest best guy friends! Liangkai the ultimate camwhore and Tino the lame shit:)

Birthday Boy, Cihui, V and Me! Gosh you have no idea how long the three of us have to wait and beg Bon for this picture. But we still got it in the end! Hooray!:D

Anyway, statistics have proven that women in Singapore (i think its the same for women everywhere) live longer than men. Singstats states that the average life expectancy of women is 83.2 years and the average expectancy of a man is about 78.4 years. So why do women live longer in general? Macroeconomics's lecturer claims that its because women drive men to their graves. HAHAHA. Maybe..

And its time to hit the books but have the 500 miles song in my head though. Hmmm..

But I would walk 500 miles

And I would walk 500 more

Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles

Just to fall at your door

Run Baby Run

2010-04-24T20:06:00.007+08:00

A day of perspiration, sunburns and fun.

The weekend has been rather eventful:) TJ Duathalon at East Coast Park in the morning, I managed to drag myself out of bed! It wasn't easy, trust me. The good news: STEPH AND I DID NOT COME IN LAST. Wheehoo! Not wanting to come in last was the main thing that was running through my mind when I was running the second 5km. And the another reason that I managed to endure was Jinghan. If it wasn't for him, I would have started walking at the lagoon and not even bother to try to catch up with the next runner. A big time favour owed.

I'm so glad I'm done with this:)

Green Dot Day at St Margs was fun and mindless. Sean and I were in charge of a game store called Toss Ring. $3 for 4 rings to throw and if any of them lands on the bottles, there were prizes to be won! It sure wasn't easy, but definitely not impossible:) There was this family who came to the store and they didn't just let the children play. They turned it into a family affair which I had a great time watching them having fun; so keen on getting the rings looped around the bottles. Three Cheers to this family!:)

Toss Ring Store!:D

It was so fun that our muscle man Shawn decided to give it a try himself:) Ultimate FAIL though.

Sean and I just needed to take this picture, look at how enthusiastic we were. All we wanted was to be part of Planet 51:P

Thank God for the whole success of the funfair, the weather was disgusting hot at 2pm and I'm sure it was worse before that. But God sent rain to cool everybody down and ended the day well:) Singapore needs more rain and wind! And right now, I need a cold and sweet dessert to make up for it. The Mango Ice dessert at Ice Monster would do great now. I need an alternative. Think Alicia, think. AlmondLongan.Chendol.IceJelly.Soursop. Hmmmm...

So many good movies, so little time:(

Shows to catch within these two weeks:

1) Shutter Island

2) Ip Man 2

3) Iron Man 2

And there are a few more good ones coming up! Eg. The Losers. Hooray to goodlooking actors!

CHRIS EVANS. Melts a thousand times over.

Saturday is about to be over and Sunday will past in no time:( I love my weekends.

2010-04-22T11:44:00.004+08:00

The journey has barely started but I know its a long winding road ahead. See that mountain at the end? Thats the happy part of the whole journey; THE END. Look again and see the winding road lost in the ups and downs of the landscape, thats the scary part. I can't see whats in front and I'm disturbed by the uncertainty.

I want the finishing line.

Dinner at night at Zoots!:D and its time for school now. Biz Law lect!

2010-04-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

Everlasting Life
Everlasting Life
Everlasting Life
Come receive this gift He offers
Come receive this gift of life
Jesus will give you everlasting life

Happy Easter:)

2010-01-30T01:14:00.006+08:00

Dinner yesterday was fun!! And obviously everyone was late other than dear leeying and i, so we went to siglap centre to walk around. The book store there has really good books but I didnt get any of them:( An effort to save some money. Hopefully the library has some good books for me, unlikely though. Leeying and I went into cartel, sat there waiting for everyone else, without ordering anything yet. Like for an hour or so. But the waitress was nice enough to serve us the bread and water:) And I learnt that night that people do really have different views of different issues. The best part being nothing or nobody is right or wrong. But I wonder if knowing too much actually helps. Does curiosity kills the cat all the time? Ignorance is bliss? Owell, and we can carry on thinking, all we want.

TIME FOR PICTURES:D

LIMLEEYING! WOAINI!

i think ly wants that battle scar that ben has, look at how happy they both look!

French kiss please! It'll be one very cheesy one:0

the horny, the ahpek, the runner, the little chindian

The God-sent people who made my life in Tj:)

Alicia needs a job soon, like really soon:( And I really enjoy playing L4D2 with Justin, Thomas and Dan. Thank God for patient people:)

Alrighty, time for bed. I'm not used to being awake at such hours. 2AM.

Nights!

you're better than the best

2010-01-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

Look at my brothers!!! Don't they look adorable here? Jeremy before puberty and Jediah with that innocence I so missed. Just happened to see this picture while browsing through my photobucket and it makes me want to travel too. Alicia wants to go on a holiday:D

Anyway, the whole morning and afternoon were quite productive. I found a weekend job, giving flyers at Tampines Mrt, 2-4pm and 5-7pm. Please come and help take some flyers from me and not ignore me please. Rejection is such an ass you see. Next week could probably be a good week, hopefully at least:) This also means that I got to leave after service on sun, no cell for me, no L4d and no time spent together. Owell, time to get back to being independent anyway.

I'll be meeting the Tj people tonight at Siglap and Charles is going to introduce a nice place for desserts:D I miss them many many, looking forward to tonight:) Time to go get ready!

goodbye and...

2010-01-28T00:18:00.005+08:00

I've officially been accepted to Ngee Ann Accountancy and has officially left TJ for good. Took one big round and now I'm back to one square one. I wouldn't say that I completely wasted the past year, I did learn to work with different people and saw what I wanted to do in the future. But its just a little bum out to know that everyone else in school would be younger than me and my friends are doing way more productive stuff like sitting for their Alevels and getting all ready to go into a local uni. The way I planned out my life. I guess my plan just didn't work out and I wasn't cut out to take the route normal people take. I'm just hoping that it'll be a good start.

Meanwhile, I'm looking for a job! and whoa, its really not easy. I have till April before school starts and I really want to do something more productive than waking up at 12 noon, be on the com the afternoon and just read. I feel like a bum and I hate it. Sure its a good time to rest, but my brain is rotting fast. Memory is deteriorating too. Its time like this that I want to take out some math to do and wish I am absorbed into the whole Alevels thing. Only times like these though..

Escapist? Maybe. Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury. Someone take me please?

Grandma, its times like these that I wish that you're still here beside me. I miss you.

Happy moments, praise God
Difficult moments, seek God
Quiet moments, worship God
Painful moments, trust God
Every moment, thank God

God, if You bring me to it, I know You will bring me through it

2009-12-08T16:55:00.002+08:00

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Dont you know you might find
A better place to hide
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a resolution from my bed
Cause you said the brains that I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take the look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait
She knows its too late as we're walkinh on by
Her soul slides away
"but dont look back in anger"
I heard you say

2009-10-02T22:10:00.004+08:00

what can I do but thank you,
what can i do but give my life to you

12/10- Physics & GP
13/10- Econs & Chinese
15/10- Geog
16/10- Math

Would someone please push me down the stairs or knock me down while you're driving? Full force please. I don't want to end up alive and handicapped. Your help will greatly appreciated.
-With love, Alicia.

2009-09-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

You’re better then the best
I’m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that’s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it’s ok, yeah it’s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you’re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

somehow, i feel that the more i see the less i know..

2009-07-23T18:50:00.014+08:00

I can't find pictures of _____ and I!!!! and I dont have much time left!!!:(:( HELP!!

Owell, but I came across many photos that were taken a really long time ago. Hahahah.

remember this, leeying??? sec 1!

ZhuTing in sec 2:D

.zigga. in sec 2

look at the difference! .zigaa. last year:D hahaha

AMANDAPE'S 15TH BIRTHDAY 170709

A small and cosy gathering at home with many pleasant surprises( for amanda of course) i knew everything:P hahaha. Happy Fifteenth Birthday Sister!

Kayaking with 19s:D

Both of us were having alot of difficulty getting back unto the kayak, just look at the way we were struggling:P According to Jas, we looked like dying whales:( hahaha

thats Oli being a free rider but Cheryl and I managed to escape very soon after:)

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BREATHE, LIFT, GO! and school training starts... abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcd

I'm enjoying myself so much now that I'm so afraid that everything will fall apart once again.

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I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.

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We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.

Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.

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If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

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I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away

In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.

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If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

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Hooray to the coming weekend! RED friday tmr:)

we're about done with the ten days of nothingness dan!:D

*alicia beams*

2009-06-29T18:46:00.004+08:00

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

For we walk by faith, not by sight

2 Corinthians 5:7

2009-06-27T18:00:00.019+08:00

JCT Timetable :(
Monday(29/6)
Geog at 0800hrs
Econs at 1200hrs
Wednesday(1/7)
GP at 0800hrs
Thursday(2/7)
Math at 0800hrs
Friday(3/7)
Chinese at 0800hrs
Monday(6/7)
Physics at 0800hrs

Blow wind blow, blow JCTS awayyyyy

CHURCH CAMP 2009:D

on the way to port dickson:)

becca and fiona:)

SMALL shaun!

the view from my room! nice right:D

LOVES<3

The Joshua Connection:)

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Church camp was fun and revitalizing:D I spent most of the time with the games comm, having meetings and squashing newspaper balls at the same time until our hands became so dirty.

SEE!!

Owell, those four days were really enjoyable and fruitful:)

HE'S STILL WORKIN ON ME!

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Caught Transformers 2 with Dan yesterday:D and I still think that Transformers 1 which I have watched at least 30 times is still better. But then again, Transformers 2 has more of Megan Fox and Captain Lennox. Hurray to good looking people!:)

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I thank God for sending me a great blessing like you:) Who else but you can take my breath away, the best thing about me is you.

Alicia adores you<3

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thankyou God for everything Amen!:D

2009-05-11T20:46:00.010+08:00

RED GOLD and GREEN

MOTHERS' DAY DINNER ON SATURDAY:)

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The whole evening was good:) FOOD TALK WATCH FOOD TALK WATCH FOOD TALK WATCH! HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!:):)

I woke up at 7am today!!!! on a school holiday! wondered what got into me. O well, the netballers decided to surprise aver for her super belated birthday at marina barrage. We went to bake ourselves under the scorching sun. Like what D always says we're suckers of pain:P We had picnic!!!:D peanut butter, nuggets, hotdogs, icecream with waffles, ham, cheese, bread, chips, yogurt and fruit juice:D:D took many photos too with aver's camera and vyl's tripod stand. (yes vyl brought along her tripod stand) jumpshots!! photos will be up when aver puts them up on fb.

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Next was volleyball match with hwachong at ccab. We walked in the heavy rain and Jo took out her picnic mat to shelter herself, anooja, darsh and shing jiuan. The rest of us just got ourselves soaked:( the vball guys lost but o well nothing is over yet so yupp jiayou:) Apparently fiona was there too!!!! but we didnt see each other. I dont know how we actually missed each other when the place isint even that big. :(:( haiya, fiona! it must be cause you're very much below eye level:P

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I finally got back to the old skool 1&2 for mum!:):) NICE!

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Thank you for being ever accomodating to my hectic and insane schedules and never once declined any requests!! Thank you for being so understanding:D

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and i wonder many times whether im deserving..

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Through tears and joy, LORD I TRUST IN YOU!

2009-04-26T01:14:00.012+08:00

BON'S SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY DINNER:D

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Haven't seen these people in the longest time!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINABOY!:D abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm. Father you are King over the flood. I will be still and know you are God.

2009-04-23T11:38:00.006+08:00

Anglican Netball<3

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2009-04-20T23:52:00.009+08:00

Isint this wonderful?

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I finally found what I've been looking for:D

2009-03-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

I WANNA EAT MY MUSHROOM SWISS BURGER

2 more days to the weekend:D

2009-03-21T16:37:00.008+08:00

Youth Outing at ECP yesterday!:D

Brought Jediah out for lunch at Burger King before meeting the rest of the youth at ecp. Had a sudden craving for mushroom swiss in the morning so even though he wanted kfc, I insisted on BK and yes! I got my mushroom swiss:D Cycling was fun! Jediah and I took the 2 person bike. It was really scary at first, he didnt know how to cycle a 2 wheel bike and I was so afraid that he'll fall off the bike halfway through. But thank God everything was okay and thank you joelT, Marcus, smallShaun and Jon for staying behind me to make sur that Jediah doesn't fall off even though I was going at a super slow speed and they could have sped up and went right ahead. Thank You guys!!

Horror Lim came all the way from Woodlands! and Martin came all the way from Bukit Batok, he reached at 8pm!! They took 2 hours!! HAH. Auntie Peggy brought lots of food, lugged them all the way from Jurong East. Hotdog buns, cake, taiwan sausages, sotong balls, nuggets, chickenwings, bananas and apples with nutella!

Dinner tonight with ah netballers!!:D Looking forward to it!!!

2009-03-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

School has been going on for more than a month now and I'm already struggling to stay alive. Things are getting alot better than the first 2 weeks though:)

I like 1209, there are people are like kevin, yi sien, edmund; the three jokers. Theres LianPing the cg rep who is super nice. Steph who goes to chinese lesson as often as I do. People in 12 are really nice, or at least most of them are. And of course the netballers! School wouldnt be fun without them:D Alvina the ah ma, sexy Sakshi, pretty Jamie, cute Anooja, Diane and of course, LEEYING! I'm really glad that we're able to be so close within just a month:D Trainings are getting tougher and we're pushing forward together as one. Thank God for them!

ADIV grouping:
1) ACJC
2) TJC
3) CJC
4) TPJC
5) MJC

GO TJ!

It's scary how a person can be your everything now, but nothing tomorrow. (taken fromgraceanatomy's xanga) A total of bout 1460 days, hundred billions of memories, the highest point, the zoological gardens, the steamboat dinners, the family gatherings, the walk up to the place where it all started, the 99 hearts, the vanguard, the 17 and 12 bus rides, KNC, Victoria School, the walks, the bowling alley, morning waits at the train station, the terminals.. I can go on for the entire day but i've made my point. I was upset but somehow, I'm glad that God took them all away.

Right now, the hymn which we were taught in AH seems very appropriate.

Thanks to God for all Your blessings
Thanks to all that You provide
Thanks for times but now a memory
Thanks for being by our side
Thanks for pleasant thoughts of school life
Thanks for students and all teachers
Thanks for showing us Your way

Thank for prayers that You have answered
Thanks for what You may deny
Thanks for storms that we have weathered
Thanks for what You do supply
Thanks for friends and thanks for laughter
Thanks for comfort in despair
Thanks for grace that none can measure
Thank for love beyond compare

Thanks for roses by the wayside
Thanks for thorns their stems provide
Thanks for home and thanks for parents
Thanks for daily sun and rain
Thanks for joy and thanks for sorrow
Thanks for everybody here
Thanks for hope today tomorrow
Thanks for our heritage

2009-02-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

I MISS ANGLICAN HIGH:( I miss 4g, the team, mrs lam, ms tay, xiao poh, wanglaoshi, the crazy chinese class, geog class with mdm sim, caifan stall auntie, prawn mee stall uncle, drink stall auntie and even ah eng. I miss the stadium where the top left side of the stadium belonged to the team, where I feel so at home. I miss the netball court and all the horrible green algae. I miss the gym, the toilets, the daily early morning breakfast with the sports class people, that long flight of stairs up to school(chang cheng) and the long hill from tanamerah mrt. ANGLICAN IS HOME. and I want to go back:( its not that tj is bad, it just isint home and I dont feel like i belong:( in fact, i dread going to school! SIGH. I MISS YOU CIHUI GERALDINE XINLING GRACI LOUISA ZHUTING ISABEL GRACE ANDREA VALENTINO YICHENG ADELINE KELYN, THE REST OF 4G AND EVERYONE I GOT TO KNOW IN THOSE 4 YEARS IN AH.

and even though i'm walking through the valley of the shadow
i will hold tight to the hands of his
whose love will comfort me

2009-02-17T21:13:00.004+08:00

ALICIAPE IS SEVENTEEN:D

Thank Your for the b'day wishes:)

Thank You my dearest friends for coming for the bbq and trying to make it a surprise! I love you guys loads. Those anglican times.. Miss you guys!!! Take care in your respective schools:D VALENTINO!! we finally managed to spend our birthdays together:) Thank you all!

Amanda Pe, thank you for planning everything. I know I havent thank you personally but I'm truly thankful. Thank You for bringing the people i love most together on a day which matters alot to me. Thank you my sister, my best friend.. LOVES

Vday celebration on sunday with tjc youth was great!!!!:) thank you horror lim, shawn, amanda and may for organizing!!

The pictures are all up on facebook!:) go see go see!

ALICIA IS A HAPPY PERSON.
I'll be obedient and move on for I know dear God that you have a greater plan for me.
I'll be still and know that you're God..

2009-01-30T00:38:00.012+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! hmm, I know i'm a little late but cny is 15 days right!! So still can:D:D

Pictures from the first day:)
Family photo!

amanda mummy alicia!

cousin amanda alicia and ahma!

Pictures from the second day:)

cousins and aunts!

the group got bigger!

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Pictures from the third day:)
Cihui Melinda Nae and I went to Adeline's house in the morning but erm we didn't take any photo!! So yes, only photos from netball gathering at louisa's place:D

My wonderful team:D

We wish you a happy cny!

Louisa's void deck

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Alright, that'll be all for now! Photos taken at liangkai and zhuting's surprise party will be up when i get my hands on them:D Goodnight people, lucks with the posting results:)

2009-01-24T18:35:00.007+08:00

even the greatest gotta suffer some time
I'll press on.

2009-01-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

I found my long lost kindergarden friend!!! The power of facebook. Hello Vanessa:) O ya, its been ten years since we last saw each other. THIS is a miracle. TEN YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahahhahahaha.

I MISS YOU FIONA HORROR LIM. Come back soon:)

2009-01-20T22:22:00.001+08:00

I call, You hear me
I've lost it all
And it's more than I can bear
I feel so empty
You're strong,
I'm weary I'm holding on
But I feel like giving in
But still You're with me

And even though I'm walking through the valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will ever need
He will carry me

I know I'm broken
But You alone can mend this heart of mine
You're always with me

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I have never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said You'd see me through the storm

2009-01-19T22:49:00.004+08:00

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ADC comm lunch:)

Alicia feels

2009-01-17T23:10:00.005+08:00

Went shopping with mummy and siblings!:):) I found some super nice shoes at china square!!!!!! *amandape, hint hint!!* O well, its been a super long time since we went out together happily. Usually mum's face will turn charcoal black after awhile. Amazingly, her face didnt turn black today!!!!! Thank God man, I prayed for a fun and productive shopping time and he answered my prayer!!!:D

Lunchtime!:)

Clark Quay:)

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Thank you Junhao for that very encouraging msg this afternoon. 'There are many things in life we cant control, but we can control our reponse.' God has a plan for me and it'll definitely be good!:D:D I'll survive TJC!

HOORAY! church tmr and youth camp com having lunch:D I'm looking forward to it.

I call, You hear me I’ve lost it all And it’s more than I can bear I feel so empty
You’re strong I’m weary I’m holdin’ on But I feel like givin’ in But still You’re with me
And even though I’m walkin’ through The valley of the shadow I will hold tight to the hand of Him Whose love will comfort me And when all hope is gone And I’ve been wounded in the battle He is all the strength that I will Ever need And He will carry me
I know I’m broken But You alone Can mend this heart of mine You’re always with me
And even though I feel so lonely Like I’ve never been before You never said it would be easy But You said you’d see me through the storm

2009-01-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

fourteenjanuary

Went to Tj open house with zoots and we went to walk walk:) it was super nice just being able to hang out with each other. We sat at cartel for like 3 hrs plus? I thank God for such a great fellowship time:) I love you my 3rd friend in Anglican!

fifteenjanuary

I stayed home till 4 to clean my room:):) i'm so proud of myself, wahahahaha. Training today at bedok court, I really need to get my motivation SOON.

It really sucks to know that none of my friends are intending to come to tj. IT SUCKS OKAY, it really does. I thought I had a few people coming with me the day I planned on using DSA. Amazingly, all of them left, all had a change of plans. So yes, i'm pretty much stuck in Tj alone, apart from zhiyang of course. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DAMN IT LAAAAA.

Goodnight fellas.

Dear God, i kn0w you still have a plan for me even if i'm in tj alone.

You took, you take our sins away oh God. You give and gave your life away for us. You came down, you saved us thru the crossOur hearts are changed because of your great love. You lived, you died, you said in three days you would rise. You did, you're alive. You rule, you reign, you said you're coming back againI know you will and all the earth will sing your praises. No one, no name can rise above you lord. One hope, one life will shine forever more. Your kingdom in heaven and on earth. Your children stand to sing of your great worth

2009-01-12T21:43:00.007+08:00

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CHURCH:) then had music agm which ended quite early, surprisingly... had lunch with fiona dawn may and joanne at the japanese foodcourt at paradiz. then went to macs to eat Icecream!:) I really enjoy hanging out with them:):)

Then, dinner was with the team to celebrate lou's b'day!
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We took alot of photos yesterday:) Had dinner at newyorknewyork and went to esplanade to sit and hang out. Not bad right the photos and everything, nice nice:):) O well, hope you had fun Lou! abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

twelvethjanuary2009

Results are out. Hmmm, below expectations but okay i guess. TEMASEK JC at least. Good or bad, no matter what the results are, I praise you Lord! God has a plan for me and I'm glad I claimed that promise:) Hey friends, dont worry! God has a plan for you too:) Trust in Him:) FIONA!! its over:D:D

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THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING, AMEN!

2009-01-08T21:38:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMOSssssyyyyy!!!

You're a 20 years old who really doesnt look your age and you're an awesome childhood friend! SISTERS OI!!! :)

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Just came back from chalet! The rest are still there though, couldn't stay because theres training tmr:( But tmr will be a good day because I'll be going back to Anglican and many people will be going back as well:) WHEEWHOO!! O well, I kinda miss AH, netball trainings, morning breakfast and 4G. Time flies huh. O level results are coming out on the 12th of Jan. STRESS STRESS, zZz.
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My voice is horrible I tell you, totally sound like a guy. zZz. Edmund claims its hotter this way, what a noob. HAH.

2009-01-06T11:01:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU!

STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!
Sending miss tay off tonight. SIGH, another good teacher gone:(
chalet is tomorrow!:) 3 days 2 nights of majoy camwhoring with LKzzz:):)
Anglican on Friday, CCA Selection Day. FUN FUN.

Absolut Dependence Camp 2008:)

2009-01-04T22:53:00.007+08:00

A Sabotage

Girls Bunk!

The Wonderful People:)

PEAR!!!

ADC was really awesome! I cant get enough of it. The camp kinda bonded everyone closer and even though many things didn't go according to OUR plan, they sure did go according to GOD'S almighty plan. I love The Joshua Connection! Amen to that!:)

2008-12-30T15:17:00.021+08:00

Cambodia hmmm was really a great experience( with the motorbike trip, toilet, children etc etc) and I kinda love it there. O well, I'll be back next year! Thank You GOD, ccop team, cogs team and of course cck team:)

2008-12-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GERALDINE!!!!!
The team gathered at leeying's aunt's house for steamboat dinner! Ly's aunt was really hospitable to actually have us around:) I hope we didn't mess up the place too badly. Cihui and Xinling did the shopping of food so yeah THANK YOU to them! its been awhile since the team gathered like that so yeah I really did enjoy myself!!!! I'll try my best to upload any photos I can get my hands on( thats if geraldine actually bothers to send them!) Whatever it is, it was an awesome night, a very very full one too:)

O yes, amandape and I went to watch Kimberly's dance at Victoria Theatre in the afternoon tgt with yiyi and yizhang. Kimberly can really dance man. I guess thats where all the time and huge effort went all these years la. Sigh, no photos again. But the dance thingy was good:) The guys sitting behind us were way annoying though. Kicking my seat half the time! OUGHT TO BE SHOT.

Wednesday was hmmm, productive? I had a tour around the western side of S'pore and guess what, I took the LRT for the first time. WAAAA. funfun!

Little India on Thursday with mission team:) And I realised I like Indian food!!!! The girls bought bangles!!!:) the whole experience was really quite awesome.

Anyway, i'll be off in Cambodia from the 15th to the 23rd! take care in spore the rest of you people!:) LOVESSSS

2008-12-05T21:02:00.011+08:00

Hello:)

Just read Ming Swee, Raymond and Ryan's blogs. 4 years in Anglican would never be that awesome with them. They are like always so happy, jokes every single day( both old and new). I don't know but I think its really amazing to be as fun loving as them. I love you guys!

MONDAY
.ZIGAA. DAY!!! Met at two in the afternoon and the plan was to walk walk and shop shop. However, the entire thing became walk walk only. Zigaa cant shop together for nuts man. HAH. We took many pictures!! Oh, we had dinner at NYDC wheelock.

Andrea and bel trying to chomp seat for grace. HAH. Drea pretending to be asleep. Shame on you drea

On the opposite aisle

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!

.ZIGAA. <3

WEDNESDAY

Went to catch Quarantine with Nae Cihui Liangkai Bon Hongkai and Jasper at Ehub and then went to hk's place! While the rest swim, adeline and I played twister!! hehheh

2008-11-29T23:46:00.007+08:00

PROM NIGHT ROCKed MY SOCKS!!!! 261108:):)
Hasta La Vista Baby!

Sorry for only blogging about this now! NO TIME! and I was still embracing those times, that day was like.. a dream i guess.

261108 started really early even though prom only starts at 6.30pm. I was out of the house by like 1, went to auntie feenee's place to get foundation done. Headed to the hairdresser's at 2 and met Cihui and Xinling there as well! The preparation part was really a plain rush and there were so many things going on so I shall just sum it up for you guys. Hairdresser -> Auntie feenee's( for full makeup) -> Hairdresser's AGAIN( for eyelash) ->Auntie feenee's place(grabbed stuff and meet cui n xin) ->cabbed to ORCHARD HOTEL.

We were suppose to be there early at 5.45 to practise dance but erm we were late!!! reached there at like 6? But hah, the guys were late as well!!!

Graci the PROM QUEEN:)

The wonderful people that have helped Jinghan and I in the dance:)

NETBALLERS!<3

TABLE 18:)

LIANGKAI!

LOVE:)

JINGHAN!:):):)

SPORTS CLASSes:)

The standard study grp pic with jiehui being replace by jinghan. LOL.

Altogether, that night was really awesome. I don't think I'm ever going to forget it, it was really memorable. To the people who helped Jinghan and I out in the dance(nae cui bon lk ly chelsia lijing geoffrey huayu geraldine marcus zixiang kenneth), heres a big THANK YOU. You guys really shaked it out there and I really appreciate all of your help. Thank you again, really.

And to my prom king partner, Jinghan. You really did a fantabulous job and thank you for the unforgettable experience. Kudos:)

To lydia and Auntie Feenee, I just cant thank you guys enough. Thank you for the support and help!!!! Thank you for squeezing me into your ever packed schedules:)

* more pictures on facebook!

( CIHUI! hurry send me the wu lian pai thing)

To end this post off. I need to let out a big ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay, done:)

Heres the youtube link for the dance:) WE GO TOGETHER.

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2008-11-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

YESTERDAY
1)Class Outing!
- The Coffin( ultimate loser show, don't watch)
- Sentosa( way awesome, will upload the pics when liangkai sends them to me)
2)Game with llab10
-Lost, good game though:)

TODAY
1) had training at Tj. ( I died, body aches, I feel like a complete loser)
2) Went home straight to bathe and sleep( I LOVE SLEEPING:D)
3) Brought Jediah to watch Madagascar 2, go watch!!! nice movie:) MOVE IT!

TOMORROW
1) I'm having a date with the needles at Tan Tock Seng. Along with Shaun Fiona Rebecca AmandaPe Marcus and Amos! Vaccination for Cambodia:)
2) Game with Nike
3) Family gathering:) its eating time!

This post is boring. I know. bye!

2008-11-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Oh, anyway. SWEET 16 ADELINE!

Carwash on Sunday was hahahaha FUN. I washed cars with amandape, fiona, rebecca and Ian! With Shaun and Amos carrying buckets of water to us. Heh. I'll let the pictures do the talking:)

The Starting materials:)

Me! & auntie feenee's van:)

The group of US!

US again=P

The splashing water technique

Ian does it better

Carrying pail of water?

Can you see/feel uncle kenneth's jaguar? aka kitten

Shawn acting cute. HAH

After church, Small uncle and auntie brought the PE siblings for hmm.. shopping and dinner! Had dinner at Changing Appetites Marina. I LOVE THE FRANKENSTEIN MUDPIE and the waffle thingy too. heh.

GOODNIGHT!
Jia you for the bio people:)

*I'm looking forward to steamboat tomorrow night and Sentosa on Thurs!:)

2008-11-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO. I'm back to blogger, don't ask me why. Hah. O LEVEL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!:):) All these months of slogging, aliciape is free at last! Wheewhoo:D

I was such a big fat loser today. Everybody is still having their last few papers and I couldn't get anyone to go out with me. The initial plan was to meet mum for lunch at harbourfront, then walk around vivo and probably slack at starbucks. BUT, I realised that it was kinda loser. Like hello, Os are like finally over and thats all I'm going to do??? NO WAY. So I got amandape to go walk walk with me. We caught high school musical 3 at cine, I think it was great. The first part was quite cheesy and cliche though but yeah, its a disney movie. surprisingly, the movie got me thinking a little. I mean, like them this is my last year in Anglican. We already went through grad day before Os but it suddenly dawned on me that yeah man, secondary school life is over. There were horrible memories and things/people I disliked but looking back these things don't seem to matter any longer.

I could still remember first going for ah training in p6, seniors scared the guts out of me. There, I met Louisa and LeeYing. They were my first Anglican friends:)
I could still remember putting on the full white uniform with silver buttons and round collar early in the morning on the first day of school.
I could still remember sitting at the back of 1G classroom waiting for Mr Jimmy Tan to reallocate the seats. I made friends with ZHUTING, WenJia and Pandora. And we all sat together. Sec one was a roller coaster ride, ugly though.

Sec 2 was way awesome. We played hard and studied hard together as a class.(we all slept togetjer in class too!) I found .ZIGAA. that year, didn't know how but yeah it just happened. And I never regretted. That year, the team bonded a lot, games after games we played. The more we played, the stronger the bond. Sec 2 was not without conflicts but I seemed to be able to ride past them. That year, Xin Geraldine Cihui and I sat on the floor in the class on a cold rainy weather playing square of truth- a self invented game. Sec two was... THE year!

Sec 3 was hmm, dumb. My results plunged like a falling star, you'll know if you're my friend. Sec 3 was way different I guess.

And now! Sec 4. Wow, this year is really really really mindblowing. I love how I got to know the class guys more, people like Zhiyang Bon ChoonHwee Shawn and Huayu. Even if all that studying and occasional bickering, 4G is super wonderful class to be in. This year, the team got 3rd place. We fought hard, but it just wasn't hard enough. Coach left. Still, this team is way awesome. Everybody played different roles but yet all important. We overcame conflicts and got closer. Season ended, and so did my days of being an Anglican Netballer. Team, lets have fun after the 13th once everybody is done with Os!

4G`08:)

THE team

.ZIGAA.