goodbye and...

I've officially been accepted to Ngee Ann Accountancy and has officially left TJ for good. Took one big round and now I'm back to one square one. I wouldn't say that I completely wasted the past year, I did learn to work with different people and saw what I wanted to do in the future. But its just a little bum out to know that everyone else in school would be younger than me and my friends are doing way more productive stuff like sitting for their Alevels and getting all ready to go into a local uni. The way I planned out my life. I guess my plan just didn't work out and I wasn't cut out to take the route normal people take. I'm just hoping that it'll be a good start.

Meanwhile, I'm looking for a job! and whoa, its really not easy. I have till April before school starts and I really want to do something more productive than waking up at 12 noon, be on the com the afternoon and just read. I feel like a bum and I hate it. Sure its a good time to rest, but my brain is rotting fast. Memory is deteriorating too. Its time like this that I want to take out some math to do and wish I am absorbed into the whole Alevels thing. Only times like these though..

Escapist? Maybe. Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury. Someone take me please?

Grandma, its times like these that I wish that you're still here beside me. I miss you.



Happy moments, praise God
Difficult moments, seek God
Quiet moments, worship God
Painful moments, trust God
Every moment, thank God

God, if You bring me to it, I know You will bring me through it